













Did not went to school today. Meet shortshort and yue at plaza. Had LJS and i saw phyllis.
Walk and slack around plaza. Shortshort and yue had their dancing at garden plaza. haha. Funny uh. After tat yue went to buy contact lense den head to huiling hse for tuition at 9pm. Went home at 11plus. Had an arguement wif "my dad". damn fcuking bloody angry! he is a ah siao la! not i being bu siao or wad. I have been tolerating wif his nonsense for veri long time! If u are close to mi, u will noe my life at home wif him. yue knows tat the most. Say in a cruel way, i've never treated him as my father now. and i bet he does tat too. for not treating mi as his daughter. I'm jus treating him the way his treating mi. fcuk him bigbig times la dey!
I'm really tired, tired of everything now.
Everything is drifting. Apart and apart.
Every night, i never fails to miss you,
waiting for ur call, ur msg.
But.. sigh*
He's not contacting mi for one week.
I guess he has already found a replacement of mi.
There wont be a chance for mi to call u baby anymore.
After days of thinking , I've make up a decision.
A full stop to everything?
True my heart was broken, and i did shed.
But the pain has turn to become numb.
I will learn to accept the fact and say goodbye.
Perhaps, this is the onli way to stop my miserable life.