I dunno wad's the feeling now. Yes i love and miss him. But after wad i saw today, i really dunno how should i react. I noe u have been hiding something from mi from wad i saw. Felt so disappointed. Sighs! I dunno, i really dunno. Friends, don ask mi why. Just wish if one day i broke down into tears, pls be there for mi. Thanks!.

PS: will update 10 dec to 17 dec post when i have the mood :)