15 June. I miss u, I MISS U TERRIBLEY! :( I never knew this day will come... My freedom is back. But i would rather choose him to be back than my freedom. I can lost my freedom, but not him now :(
I didn't mean it to say those words. I'm stupid, i should have held on tight.
U once told mi its ur first time u walked into a veri serious relationship, u told mi how much u love and miss mi, u promise mi u wont change, u promise mi u wont change heart, u told mi to promise u not to leave u, u told mi to promise u we belong to one until we are old, u told mi u will treat mi the best.......... sighhhh!! I really really miss u alot alot! I miss everything!!!! I swear u are the one i love the most. But i cant do anything wif it, its too late :( :( :( Yes, i think i will regret some other days to make such a harsh decision.
I'm screaming for u, for ur presence, for ur love, for ur care, for ur everything, deep inside my heart but can u hear it???? I cant sleep at night when u are on my mind. I thought of u and my heart is breaking...
We used to talk on the phone every night until u got tired. U used to bring mi out to eat in the midnight when i'm hungry. U used to keep mi accompanied all the time. U used to pamper mi, make mi smile. U used to accompany mi to anywhere i want to go. U used to call mi everyday, every mins when u are free. We used to disturbing each other all the time. U love to tell mi ur childhood story. I used to buy breakfast for u everyday. I used to acc u to interview. I used to acc u when u cant sleep. I used to cook for u when u are hungry. I love to tell u my childhood story.
Somehow i miss the time when u are wif mi all the time....... I want everything back, can i??? :(
All these sweet memories throughout the 7months plus will always keep deep inside my heart. Thanks for everything u did for mi. Its the sweetest of all.
16 June. Its our 8 months. but everything is gone now :( Will u be back by my side ever again? Everything went so wrong!
Sorry friends, i onli went to find u all when i've no boyfriend. Just keep mi accompany for the time being.
Before together..