9 days to many of you is not very long actually. But, imagine 9 days without your precious one with you is really emo. Today is only the day 1. I start missing my mr kok so badly, so badly that i drop tears when i think of him. The feeling is very much different. I cant see him everyday after work, i cant talk to him before i sleep.. Sigh i just got to wait for 9days to be over. :(