We had broke up.. Sad to say its on our 20th months... This relationship really brought me up to a different person.. To make me feel what is love about. Frankly he's the first guy that gave me so much of his love, to understand me, to make me happy, to observe me and to keep me accompanied all the time. He's really the best. He's part of my life. Well its really a sad thing that ive lost this part of my life for a moment. I might feel empty in me now.. I hope that we will still be back when the time is right. for now i can only let nature take its course.
Although is a sudden one but its not a bad ending.. Im still glad we don end it in a hatred way.. All this while we don have any major quarrels. Whats on my mind and his were those happy moment.. Perhaps he's too vexed of all the prob pilling up. Ive got to be understanding. At least im glad that we can meet and contact which i really hope for..
Im really happy that he still give me a warm hug, wipe my tears away, sayang me and ask me to be strong.... I know he still care. I know he don wish to see me crying.... sigh. As for now i just got to understand. It might be a route that might make us back together again. Everything is worth a try. Stay strong ky......